Tuesday, May 27, 2014

So Long, FAREWELL!

No I am not leaving just yet, nor is this my last post before I leave, thats just what I am going to title this post because it was my farewell this weekend! :D And honestly, it couldn't have been more perfect! I was speaking with a few of my long-time good friends (who, by the way, all gave AMAZING talks), I felt confident about my own talk and topic (after initially not knowing what to do with it), the choir sang beautifully and it was a great song, and I was surrounded by friends, family, and neighbors who all love me.

The meeting it self was overflowing with the spirit and my heart was so full of gratitude and love, I'm pretty sure it was one of the best sacrament meetings I have ever attended in my life. A lot of people asked me after the meeting if I had picked the other three speakers myself, I wish I could claim that, but I didn't. It must have come from God through inspiration because I honestly could not have picked them better myself (but then again I am a bit biased because they are all very good friends of mine and near and dear to my heart). But all jokes aside they were fantastic and clearly inspired on what to say about their topics given. I know that many people were touched during the meeting, as was I. As for my talk, I wish I could completely claim my words, but I honestly believe that the Lord helped me as well, deliver the message I needed to give. While talking I felt like a missionary! It was an amazing feeling. The meeting went quite a bit over time but it was totally worth it because all the messages were so good! I wished it wouldn't end! But I'm so glad that's how it ended up.

But I will include a copy of my farewell talk here, in case you missed it and want to read it! :)

I have been asked to speak on Mosiah 5:7-9. In this scripture it talks about taking upon yourself Christ’s name, but before I get into all of what that means I am going to talk about the process and the covenant associated with this. In verse 7 it says “for ye say that your hearts are changed through faith on his name.” For now I will focus on faith. As stated in the 4th Article of Faith, “the first principle of the Gospel is Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ.” This means that we must develop a firm belief that Jesus is the Christ and is our Savior and Redeemer and that by him and through him we can return to live with our Heavenly Father. But this faith is almost useless if we don’t do anything about it. In Alma 34 it talks about faith unto repentance. If we ONLY have faith on His name, we will go nowhere in life and will not improve or progress. This faith needs to move us to act and repent. In Preach My Gospel, which by the way I will be using a lot during my mission, it says, “Our faith in Christ and our love for Him lead us to repent, or change our thoughts, beliefs, and behaviors that are not in harmony with His will.” This is the change of heart that was talked about in verse 7 when it said, “For ye say that your hearts are changed through faith on his name.”
A great example of this faith is Alma in the Book of Mormon. When the prophet Abinadi was preaching to the wicked King Noah and his priests, he tried to call them to repentance. But as recorded in Mosiah 17:2, “there was one among them whose name was Alma,… and he believed on the words which Abinadi had spoken,  for he knew concerning the iniquity which Abinadi had testified against them.” Alma eventually fled for his life, but was so moved by the prophet Abinadi’s words that he “repented of his sins and iniquities.” This one man’s faith not only changed his life but brought faith and salvation to countless people’s lives.
These first two principles of faith and repentance lead us to the third and fourth points, which are the ordinances of baptism and confirmation. As explained in Preach My Gospel, “an ordinance is a sacred ceremony or rite that shows that we have entered into a covenant (or two way promise) with God. This is the covenant talked about in verses 7-9. Some of the covenants or promises we make at baptism is to keep the Sabbath day holy and keep the commandments. By being faithful to our baptismal covenants the Lord promises to bless us. As stated in D&C 82:10, “I the Lord am bound when ye do what I say; but when ye do not what I say, ye have no promise.” This puts the responsibility on us to follow Christ and His teachings and keep our covenants that we have made with him. If we obey Him he promises to bless us, but if we do not, He is not bound to do anything.
Along with baptism comes confirmation, or receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost. In the Bible John 3:5, Jesus humbly tells the Pharisee Nicodemus the way to enter the kingdom of God, that “Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.” In order for this ordinance to be complete and to be spiritually reborn, we must receive the gift of the Holy Ghost by the laying on of hands by those in authority. The Holy Ghost serves as a companion throughout ones life, so long as they remain worthy. This companion and third member of the godhead has so many purposes, a few of which are to testify of Christ and of truth, to comfort and provide strength, as well as to warn. The amazing thing about the Holy Ghost or the spirit is that it testifies of truth and is the power by which we teach and learn. Personally, it makes me so happy to know that as long as I have the spirit, I won’t be alone in Argentina. In D&C 50:14 it says to “preach my gospel by the Spirit, even the Comforter which was sent forth to teach the truth.” So basically, if I have the spirit with me while I preach the gospel on my mission even though I am imperfect, the spirit, who is a perfect member of the godhead, will testify of the truthfulness of the gospel and teach the people what they need to learn.
The final step in the process is not an event such as the rest. It is enduring to the end, or as stated in Mosiah 5:8  being “obedient unto the end of your life.” This is a lot easier said than done, especially because none of us are perfect. There will be days when we are discouraged, or lose sight of the straight and narrow path, or make a wrong choice, or want to give up. But that’s the great thing about the atonement, is that we have the chance to repent of the things we have done in our lives. Our Heavenly Father knows and expects us to fall short, but we are able to retain the blessings of the covenants we have made through repentance. As said in 2 Nephi 31:20, “wherefore, ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of hope, and a love of God and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and endure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have eternal life.”
Ok, so back to the scripture. In verse 8 it reads, “And under this head ye are made free, and there is no other head whereby ye can be made free. There is no other name whereby salvation cometh; therefore, I would that ye should take upon you the name of Christ.” The gospel of Christ and through the power of the atonement is the only way we can be made free from the devil and become clean, again relating back to the five steps I talked about earlier. A lot of people have wondered how the gospel is freeing when there are so many restrictions. My answer to that is these so-called restrictions aren’t forced upon us. We still have our agency to choose. We are instructed that we shouldn’t partake in them and a lot of the times obey based on our faith in Christ and our love for him, but we are never forced into anything. Along with that, because of my choice to obey these commandments, I am free from addiction, am able to be blessed for obeying the commandments and free from the “captivity of the devil, for he seeketh that all men might be miserable like unto himself.” Because of this, I can have everlasting happiness. This happiness comes as a blessing from the Lord for my obedience, and is not fleeting. This is one of the reasons I am serving a mission is because I know how much of an overwhelming happiness the knowledge of this gospel brings me and I want to share it with more of God’s children, so that they can be happy as well, and live with their families forever.
All this can come from taking upon yourself Christ’s name, which is one of the covenants made at baptism. While on my mission I will literally have Christ’s name on me, because it will be on my nametag. As such, I will be a recognizable and identifiable witness of Christ. But you don’t have to be a full-time missionary to be a recognizable witness of Christ. This can be accomplished by the example you set and the way you act. If you have Christ-like actions and are loving toward others, you can be the same kind of witness to those you know, and even those you don’t. Elder Neil L. Andersen said in the April 2013 conference, “If you are not a full-time missionary with a missionary badge pinned on your coat, now is the time to paint one on your heart- painted, as Paul said, ‘not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God’… The Lord needs you now more than ever to be an instrument in His hands.”  By being an instrument in the Lord’s hands, testifying of Him and being a Christ-like example you can show others of the commitments you have made to take Christ’s name upon you.
Finally, in verse 9 of Mosiah 5 it says, “And it shall come to pass that whosoever doeth this shall be found at the right hand of God, for he shall know the name by which he is called; for he shall be called the name of Christ.” And this for me ties it all up, and how it is applicable to how it is so important to our salvation. Elder Dallin H. Oaks said, “Our willingness to take upon us the name of Jesus Christ affirms our commitment to do all that we can to be counted among those whom he will choose to stand at his right hand and be called by his name at the last day. In this sacred sense, our witness that we are willing to take upon us the name of Jesus Christ constitutes our declaration of candidacy for exaltation in the celestial kingdom. Exaltation is eternal life, ‘the greatest of all the gifts of God.’” Basically, if we prove that we have taken Christ’s name upon ourselves by the example we set and the way we live our lives on Earth, we become more like Christ and are therefore worthy of His name and to be called by his name. That being said, if we are called by the name of Christ, even though we are imperfect we will be seen as Christ and will be saved by his name.
In closing I’d like to bear my testimony that I know that God lives and that Jesus Christ is His son and that they love us perfectly. I know that the atonement is real and can work in our lives if we let it. I know that Jesus is the Christ and that he suffered for our sins so that we could make it back to our Father in Heaven. I know that the Book of Mormon, in addition to the Bible, is the word of God and that we can draw nearer to God by abiding by its teachings. It can change your life, if you let it; so if you haven’t read it, read it. If have and aren’t currently reading it again, I encourage you to read it again, because it can change your life again. I know that Joseph Smith saw God the Father and Jesus Christ and restored this gospel as a prophet of the Lord and that Thomas S. Monson is the living prophet on the earth today. I am ecstatic to have the wonderful opportunity to go to Argentina to testify of these plain and precious truths.

Monday, March 24, 2014

Second Semester

WELLLLL I am a terrible person and suck at updating things/ writing. YAY. Anyways. I digress. So anyways, there is exactly 3 weeks until I come home and am away from BYUI for a little short of 2 years! Its super crazy. Well actually I won' t be coming home just yet, I'll be taking a trip to New York and other church history cites first. But thats besides the point. This semester has gone by crazy fast and has been so different. It is so insane to think how much my life has changed not only since December/January with all my school friends changing or leaving on missions or whatnot, but also how my life has COMPLETELY 180'd since last August. It is crazy and kinda scary, I'll admit. I sort of feel like I'm in this, I don't know, twilight zone I guess you could call it? Its weird. Just like this dream state where nothing stays the same for more than a few days. I'm constantly doing things but at the same time feels like I'm doing nothing at all and the world is just passing me by. It's confusing to think about haha.

So yeah this is super late news but yeah the seahawks won the Super Bowl which made all of my friends happy but before the game there was this in the local Albertsons

Oh you know just a casual trip to Albersons. Lets just say I miss driving. haha

So earlier in the semester, my friends and I decided to play a game of assassin. As I was being attacked in my apartment I ran toward the closest safe spot but ran into the threshold of a door and it resulted in this cut and bruise.

My roommate and I were trying to hide from my other roommate in the laundry room and I was like hmm I wonder if I could fit in the dryer. Apparently I can. Yeah I know its kinda dangerous but it was a one time thing. I promise haha




My work load seems to have been a lot easier this semester. I don't know, maybe its because I am not taking "Dramatic Structure and Analysis" for a class. (Yes the class is as nasty as it sounds... but I would like to point out that I did [surprisingly] finish the class with a 'B'). Nevertheless my days seem long and boring sometimes and would rather sit at home in my apartment and do nothing (for the record I don't... most of the time). Maybe its because its winter and I'm not motivated or maybe its because all my friends that motivated me to do things (or in some cases dragged me to) all left on missions or just aren't around as much. Somehow everything seems so distant. Ah well. Who knows. But speaking of the weather... I SWEAR. This must have been the weirdest, most mild winter Rexburg has EVER had. Seriously. Everyone was like "oh... You are going to FREEEEEEZE! I pity your soul. Have fun in the cold!" But uhhhh PLOT TWIST! The snow literally all melted like the second week we were all up here again. You're tellin' me thats weird. It sometimes has snowed maybe once or twice a week tops but doesn't stick either. And sometimes we have cold days (like the other day it was frapping windy and cold) but its not THAT bad. Of course I'm saying this because I went without a jacket and thats probably a contributing factor to why I've been sick this week. Go Susan. Anyways thats besides the point. But heaven forbid there is green grass growing all around campus and even flowers planted in some places! Hallelujah! I'm going to take this chance to knock on wood because naturally its going to be a blizzard tomorrow if I don't...


Anyways, moving on. One of my favorite parts of this semester has been my snowboarding "class". Its way fun cause every saturday we get to go up to Grand Targhee (a ski resort in Wyoming) to go snowboarding for the day. It is so much fun cause the snow here is SOOO AMAZING. It is light and fluffy and makes you feel like you're floating on a cloud. Its crazy. Way different than sticky slushy california snow. Also, on a clear day you can hike up a certain part of the resort called Mary's and there is the most unbelievably gorgeous view of the Tetons. Oh man. It is so worth the hike up with a snowboard. It is way to beautiful and words and pictures do not do it justice. 


Me at the top of Mary's

The Tetons









The view from the top of Mary's

Another fun, but maybe not so fun about this semester has been getting everything in line and straightened out for my mission. The clothes shopping was a blast, don't get me wrong. But the whole getting a passport and visa by myself by walking around town to get the things i need is A PAIN AND A HALF. I swear. But its all good. It will all work out. It's super crazy to think that I will report to the MTC in a little over 70 days. It is so exciting but a little scary. But mostly exciting. 

The day I got a package from my cousin Carrie complete with a name tag and a letter from Matt. It was a good day :)

What I'm going to look like in a little more than 70 days.

ARGENTINAAAA


And heres a few just misc. pictures:

We made Sarah a wedding dress (made out of Toilet paper)

For FHE one week our "sisters" didn't show up cause they were in Idaho Falls so we TP'd their room and stole all of their left shoes. 

Thursday, January 9, 2014

I have been Called to Serve

Dear Sister Ostler, You are hereby called to serve as a missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. You are assigned to labor in the Argentina Buenos Aires North Mission. You should report to the Provo Missionary Training Center on Wednesday, June 4, 2014. You will prepare to preach the gospel in the Spanish language.

OH MY GOSH! I am beside myself! I cannot wait to serve the Lord for 18 months of my life in Argentina! I cannot wait!

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Christmas Time is Here and a Happy New Year

Well I had a pretty great break. It was really nice to get away for Rexburg for 2 weeks, although one of them was spent back in the cold. I ended up flying home to California on Saturday for less than 48 hours then went back to the cold in Utah. Yeah that sounds kind of crazy and you may think that I should have just stayed in Utah (and I would have), but it was for a good reason, I promise. I came home so that I could finish my mission papers so they could get submitted 2 days after Christmas! That being said, my papers are in, my call has been issued and I should be getting it either tomorrow or friday (crossing my fingers), so I will keep you all posted on where I am going! (and if you have any guesses let me know! I'd love to hear them!) So yeah thats why I came home. I also had a little Christmas miracle happen on my journey home. Basically the Salt Lake Express got really behind schedule and I wouldn't be able to board my flight if I was checking any bags. Obviously I couldn't just abandon my bag, so I asked if there was any other flights. The next one available to John Wayne Airport would be in an hour but was about $1000 because it was a first class ticket. Obviously that was also a no go. I asked for any other planes going somewhere in Southern California and the first one that came up was one into LAX leaving at 10 pm, 8 hours from the current time. As I was on the phone seeing if that was ok with my mom, the agent said there was also one into Long Beach leaving at 8 pm. After talking to my mom and the agent for a while, discussing our options, I finally decided to just take the one into Long Beach and wait the 6 hours in the airport. When she gave me my boarding pass, it said for Long Beach leaving at 4. I was so happy that I could get home sooner than I had thought I would be able to, it was such a blessing. After getting home I went straight to Bruxie (I deeply missed my California food), then went home to drop off my things and finish some homework and take some finals that were due that night. After that I went to see Frozen with my family! I absolutely LOVED IT (although it was not better than Tangled, because nothing will ever be better than Tangled :P). But it is still really up there with my favorite Disney movies. The next day I was so glad to be back in my home ward and got to perform with the ward choir! (yay sight reading). That was really fun. So yeah then later that night I had dinner at a friend's house with a lot of friends which was so nice and it was great to catch up a with people.

Dinner with a bunch of my friends

The next day (monday) I was back to the cold! But I guess it wasn't as bad as Rexburg. Anyways, so the day that we flew into Utah, we went to temple square with my extended family. I forgot how beautiful it is with all the Christmas lights up. 

 Dolly and I. And some awkward person photo bombing us
 Dolly and I again, with no one behind us
 She was snap chatting and I really didn't know what she was doing until after... excuse my awkward face...
 I love the reflection and nativity


After that Christmas was really great. I got to see a lot of family, eat lots and lots of food, and even go sledding with my cousins (who were all hitting on these girls also sledding on the hill). And for those of you who are wondering, no I did not Skype Elder Kupferer (aka Matt) on christmas, due to the fact that I was in Utah, but even if I wasn't and I was invited to, I wouldn't take the opportunity. I really don't think it would have been good for either of us in the long run. But its alright :) I still get to write and email him :)

 While talking about Rexburg, we got on the subject of this lamp, which my grandparents used to keep out on a shelf in their basement where all the kids play. It used to mesmerize me as a kid but I hadn't seen it since they moved to their new house. 
 Justin, Braden, and I. We are cool kids.
 Nick loves sledding....
 And is also a crazy maniac....
Who I like to take pictures with :P

After returning to California and its BEAUTIFUL WARM WEATHER, I had the opportunity to go to one of my good friends from college farewell down in San Diego. He left today for the Provo MTC, and after 6 weeks will go to the Tuxtla Gutierrez Mexico mission. Although I didn't get to be in my home ward, it was great to be with friends to see him talk. 
 We like to laugh :D
 Chipmunk faces to match Jennifer's

New Years was also fun! I got to see a lot of old friends and have fun with them!
New Years Eve

For the last 3 days that I was home I got to go to Disneyland before my pass expired. I had a great time and was able to go with many different friends. It was a great end to a break.
 On Silly Symphony Swings
 Philippa and I on California Screamin'
 OLAF!
 A castle view from the carousel.


 Exhibit A of why I LOVE Tangled.
 Rapunzel and Eugene are so cute!
 Ahhhh! I can't take it!
 Oh Jennifer...
 Some people are really afraid of Tower of Terror.... and I like to laugh at them for it.
 One of the more interesting ride pictures I have taken on a Disneyland ride.
 We like sunglasses, they make us look cool :P

 On the carousel
 Last day! You can also see my recent obsession/ hobby of pin trading
 These cute little girls were dressed up as Anna and Elsa from Frozen and were walking around holding hands. One of the most adorable things I have ever seen!
Final picture in front of the tree!

All in all, break was great, and of course WAY too short. But oh well. It's kind of weird being back with new classes and friends. Although quite a few of my friends from last semester are still here, a lot of them are leaving for missions or doing other great things. I'm so excited to finish this semester and leave on my mission! Keep checking back to see where I am called! Until then!